Stupid Feelings, Stupid Heart

WARNING: 

Strictly for dimwit’s like ME!! Others, please don’t even try to understand what I have blurted below ;)



It’s been a long time, I am thinking on this, I don’t know whether I am the only who mull over all these thoughts or this is the common state of mind for everybody out there ( Hope the latter one is correct, Humans are selfish, ain’t we? ) Anyway let me start with what I wanna share before I lose my track again.

Few questions to wash your brain: (answer yourself honestly, I am still wondering, do they really have an answer?) 

 

1. Why it’s very difficult to accept the fact that the one we love is in love with someone else?

                                                        I mean, can’t we get out of this dense feeling? We all are bombarded with tons of philosophy every day, we talk to ourselves, we say, “Yes, there are many girls out there in the world, but why the hell I am wasting my time on this particular one? Don’t we try to indulge in so many unwanted things just to ignore these feelings? Don’t we concentrate more on some stupid work which we are doing and give our best, just to keep ourselves busy and to keep that feeling aside? We try everything, but still this single thought makes us happy and sad at the same time. Moreover, when we see that person enjoying her life with her beloved, don’t we regret unnecessarily thinking “ I wish I could do all these things with her” ( Stupid feelings, aren’t they? ) What if the person I am talking about Is our best friend? Wouldn’t we wish for her happiness? We would always say that she should always get what she wants? But do we really say it from heart? I don’t have answers for all these. We somehow try to let that person know, how much we care, how possessive we are for them, but still trust me folks, we can never make them understand these feelings which we ourselves are not able to express perfectly.

2. Why can’t we forget the one we loved truly?

                                                        We all love someone, if it doesn’t turn out in our favor, we move ahead. Practically speaking, that’s the best solution we have to be happy in life instead of wasting our feelings on someone who can never be ours. Sounds good, right? But honestly, do you really think so? If yes, then why we miss that person while enjoying the moments with the one who is currently in our lives? Why we remember that touch of hand while walking through the empty streets once we have walked with them? Do we compare the current one with our first love? We miss that talk, walk, the song which used make us believe, “Yes, I am in love” but now the same song doesn’t feel the same way. Why? We are really happy, still don’t we think, that something is missing, or it could have been better than this if she would have been with me. I have read it somewhere, “True love happens only once, the rest is just life”, how true this sentence is? (Stupid feelings, aren’t they?)

 
3. We always need someone to love us, don’t we?

                                                               It feels great when you have someone with whom you can share everything. And if she loves you the same way you do, then you feel you are the happiest person on this earth. What if you are clicking a snap of yours and you don’t have anyone to share it with? Suppose, you upload it on FB, you get many comments (Off course, our idiot friends are always there to support us in any situation) but what if you don’t get comment from that particular person? Won’t be that photo incomplete? There are so many things where we expect. You share your success with everyone in your list, but what if the one you love doesn’t appreciate it? We always hear everyone saying that Expectations and Comparisons are the root for all the heartaches. But ask your heart, is it possible not to expect? When you love someone, expectations come naturally. Because you share, you care, you give that person first priority in your life, don’t you expect yourself to be treated in the same way? Don’t we make people realize? We say, that she would realize my worth, but trust me folks, nowadays we have to make people realize, otherwise you would be waiting forever. (Lots of if’s n buts’, but these are the stupid feelings with which we live every day, don’t you agree?)

 

                                                         These were the few questions out of the many questions we face every day. I would keep on posting more. These stupid feelings make us sad as well as happy. But we somehow can’t just ignore them. We live with them. But why just to live, can’t we enjoy all these? Life is beautiful indeed. Stay happy and forget what I have said above. ;)